Lord, who should I
turn to first but you? You have given me another day. This gift calls me to come to you first, to
hear you first. My faith tells me there can be nothing better than to follow your plan; my hope is
to bring you into my life and to other people; my love wants to be fuller and better it wants
to be like yours, Lord.
Grant me the grace of deeper trust and
faith in all moments of hardship.
1. "…afflicted with hemorrhages for twelve
When problems are prolonged, or reach fever-pitch levels, we can get the
mistaken impression that God has lost interest. Somehow he seems no longer moved by our
misery. All the signs say he has forgotten us, abandoned us and left us hanging. But God is
only seemingly absent. He is creating a new set of circumstances wherein we can experience him at a
wholly new level. The long, hard and persevering fight to walk in hope enables God to bring
about greater fruits of holiness in us. In the woman with the hemorrhage and in Jairus, father of a
dying daughter, we must contemplate a mature and vibrant faith, observing how it conquers pessimism
and transcends the cold calculations and superficial tones of their peers. Truly this is the
first miracle we see that Jesus has worked for them, and the most important one.
they ridiculed him. Then he put them all out:"
The dismal voices of his "friends" come
to the father. Though they have seen the miracle of the woman with the hemorrhage, they coldly say,
"Your daughter is dead. Be realistic. It is no use to go on." True, in the name of realism, we can
dismiss hope and cooperation with Christ's action in our life. We can ridicule Christ whenever he
wants to work in mystery and outside our human limits. We can be tempted to abandon trust in God in
the name of reaffirming control over our world. "Let's be realistic," we say. "It will never work." These phrases veil a weak faith, a poor faith, a sterile or compartmentalized faith that works only
when everything makes sense to us, when everything is easy. Where there is this lack of faith,
Christ cannot work.
3. “If I but touch his clothes, I shall be
Many say they are near Christ, yet few are acknowledged by Christ as close to
him. Many were brushing against him that day, many were verbally praising him, many were serving
him, but only one touched him and got his full attention. Why? Only one made an act of unconditional
faith. What is the secret? How can we really get his attention, truly speak to his heart? None are
closer than those who trust him, who humbly depend on him, and who wish to live from him. The
woman's unconditional faith was open to whatever would happen, whatever would be Christ's
response. Those who suffer and support themselves patiently with faith and prayer experience
new levels of union with Christ.
Conversation with Christ:
Lord let me use
hardships to build newer levels of trust and
intimacy with you. Open my heart to seek you
on your terms.
I do not ask you for happiness or sorrow, Health or
Riches or poverty, Freedom or slavery, Goods or evils;
For goods are
misfortunes if you do not come with them,
And misfortunes are goods if they arrive with
For goods without you, what good would they be?
And misfortunes with you,
are they not the best goods?
I will acknowledge the presence
of Christ in all the difficulties of today.